...and they lived happily ever after The END. ah screw it. 20

2004 September Thursday the 30

song: tahiti 80: get yourself together
feeling: excited ... still sleepy a bit.

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first, of all i gotta say i stole the whole picture thing from issa..oh well i like it and i'm stealing it.. catch me if you can! ahahaha. yeah. ahh this band is so good. it makes me feel all floaty inside, i heard em on smallville [that show is the best show ever] last week and just downloaded random stuff. its good listen to them. mmm yeah i haven't blogged in a while, i guess you could say alot of stuff happened this week. and i have a secret that i'm going to share with everyone... i'm starting to have fun at school... thats creepy isn't it. besides the fact that i hate rbc yeah... at times i can enjoy it. only because at times i'm either talking to people or writing notes, or drawing, or zoning out. i'm still trying to accept the fact that people are all so different. in terms of personality.. they can backstab you or lie to you or talk behind your back when you least suspect it. i don't know why it hurt me so much, but it did. it hurt alot, and it sucked. but on a count of i have the best boyfriend ever, he made me forget about that and made me happy. oh i forgot to say, i have no school! yes, yes i know i'm just so lucky. but yeah school tommorow, but at least it's dress down day. mmm now i want to go back to sleep, but i think i'm gonna stay up.. i have no idea what i'm gonna do, probably nothing. i had a dream last night i got a green mini ipod and the screen broke, i had a mental breakdown, it was funny.

i took this picture in paris, i have an obsession with black and white pictures. they're just so much better. dad got mad at me for taking all these scenic pictures because i wasn't in any of them. he told me i at least should someone should be in the picture to show we were there... well i took this specific picture on a boat so i don't think he would be able to stand in the river, ahaha. yeah europe was so much fun, i want to go back and ride in the really cute cars, where you drive on the opposite side of the road, i was getting used to it too. i need to find the accoustic version of she will be loved, *cough i secretly love this song cough* but i think i already established that.. oh well. i'm hungry i think i'm gonna make some food.

I typed all this 'nothingness'@11:09 a.m

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2004 September Sunday the 19

song: system of a down: chop suey
feeling: extremely happy and pumped

WOW! this person is really number one in my list. shes soooooo coool! jeeeeeez. Feliz-Aurora Miclat Gonzales is really awesome! yeah XD..... huMmmm yeah um zooey i hate Johnny Depp, Tyron is much better hehehehe. today fight club is on at 7pm. im waiting for it to be on, then im going to start my home work. ha look its on and im watching it right now! yeah you know that kid Tigh-Ron? hes a real lucky kid yeah real lucky. yep.. i dunno what to write... this movie is soo interesting yeah. grrr i have school tomorrow dammit! i still havnt done my homework. hehehe ill do it later though. i wanna go see resident evil, want to watch it with me? yes? no? ok i understand...;___________; lol im a loser thanks yeah no problem. ha WOW THIS MOVIE IS SOO AWESOME jeez. i wish i was in it but yeah im just a loser..zooey is seriously my favorite person XD hahaha yeah ok im done writing

Kiko invaded my blog@7:50 p.m

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2004 September Saturday the 18

song: south : colours in waves
feeling: happy and guilty and sad.

wow, im so exhausted. yesterday i went grocery shopping with my dad. its so much more fun, cause we only bought ice cream and a life time supply of ramen. then i went to swimming, and we had this intense dryland session. i felt so not clean, sweating all over the place. haha. after that, we were all disgustingly sweaty and yuck, and i was the first one to jump in the pool. it was so cold, but it felt oh so good. then we had a 30 minute session of tredding water and vertical kicking. then i pretended to drown, haha people thought it was funny, and i didnt know that they did until i realized the excessive laughing. yes yes that was intense, then we swam for like 15 min. then it got too dark and i couldnt see the wall anymore so i decided to get out of the pool. Then my friends decided I should accesorize with my goggles, because I was going to BLD right after. Yeah, when I got there I had no idea what was going on, me and Chris I. finally found our way into the gym. Yeaah, I enjoyed BLD alot more than i usually enjoy it, hehe it was fun. Yeah, but today sucks. Mom's mad at me, and she was explaining to me how I'm not a good person, and i can't do simple things right. She agreed to drive me to the reunion, but yeah when I got there no one was there. So basically I went at the wrong time. I'm just a loser. Yeah, and I was excited to go too. Oh well, I'm stuck here. i'll probably go do some investigating, ahaha and work on the paint shop pro to fix kiko's really bad banner and make it all zooey-like. yes, sounds like a plan.

I typed all this 'nothingness'@2:12 p.m

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2004 September Thursday the 16

song: jimi hendrix : are you experienced?
feeling: happy as everything. or nothing. or yeaah.

wow, what can i say? besides that i'm grounded from the phone and my cell phone was taken away sucks, yes.. but *ahem* I have my ways around it. Ah, yesterday marked the first day in the history of my life I actually enjoyed school. I also went to hip hop, we got a new teacher, whose a guy whose from new york, who let us battle against each other. Ah, the intensity. Oh just to mention, people who have no rhythm shouldn't dance its a waste of their time. Yeah, I know I'm mean. lol. Today wasn't the bad either. Lucky jews, getting out. Yes, I prayed for you all on your raaaaw shaaa shauna in scripture class. Then mom picked me up, we went around ended up getting nail polish, then came home. And here I am, doing my homework for once. Amazing yes, I know. Well, I'm out. oh yeah, I'm not single anymore. Goodnight!

I typed all this 'nothingness'@10:58 p.m

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2004 September Sunday the 12

song: ayumi hamasaki : i am still alone
feeling: confused

i dunno why i'm listening to ayu. when i'm in the mood to listen to the doors. ha, not that much greatness happened to me except i got new stuff. you'd think i'd be happy but naaah not really. im not as happy as usual. im jealous acutally *cough cough* no reason why, but i get so jealous easily and its annoying. grr, well gotta finish up the hw. im out.

I typed all this 'nothingness'@8:20 p.m

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